TWW is killing me.

Alicia

I'm 6DPO and I am about to go crazy. I swore I wasn't going to symptom spot, but as the waiting goes by (ever so slowly) I can't help begin to notice signs everywhere. I know it's to early to feel anything but I keep getting excited. I am always disappointed with multiple BFN and then the arrival of AF. I just feel like this is never going to happen for my husband and I. I just want to give him a child and start our family together. I'm sitting here on the verge of tears feeling like a failure. Im praying it is our cycle this month.