M’y heart is aching..

I love him but I don’t wanna be with him anymore...

I love him but I’m not happy anymore...

I’m not happy anymore.. but I cant leave..

I can’t leave because he needs me... I love him so I stay...

I stay but I’m drifting away... it’s not the same love we used to feel...

It’s heart breaking being with the one you love but not being happy... I want and I try to make things work but nothing seems to change in his ways... he keeps doing the same stuff over and over again.... I’m at a huge change in life and I need more.... but I want him to be my more but I know he never will be... I don’t picture me getting married to him like I did before and I’m just crushed... idk what to do my heart is aching but everytime I try to leave I give in...