Silly I know and I’ve tried but it feels so awkward to do it myself. Weird that I don’t have any problem having sex. Husband and I have sex pretty much everyday but he will have to travel for few days every month and I’m worried about my horny self lol... backstory: masturbation seemed sort of taboo when I was growing up and my husband is the only one I had sex with. It’s strangely sad that I want to try but I don’t know how. I browsed through porn but all the genres are so weird. Does anyone have a magical genre that works best? Lol.. any toys or perhaps things that will be suitable for a newbie? 😕