Abortion

Back in October2018 I found out I was pregnant, I decided it was best for me to get an abortion (pill) at 7 weeks around November2018. I’ve felt horrible since then, it was something both my s/o and I agreed to do though, but now I’ve been trying to get pregnant since January2019 because we both got a new job which means more income. We both felt horrible for the decision we made and feel we want to get pregnant again but I just can’t. I’ve been having unprotected sex almost daily since the beginning of January but I haven’t gotten pregnant and it breaks my heart to think that all because of a choice I made back in November I won’t be able to get pregnant again . I haven’t gone to the doctors to ask why can’t I get pregnant because I’m afraid they might say I’m infertile now since that is a risk I took getting an abortion