Hi ladies, Iv been up all night thinking to myself why me? What’s up with me?

Iv just found out my partner has been cheating on me since about September 2018 (maybe even longer) Iv left the family

Home with my bags packed and come to a friends.

I’m wondering if anyone else has been through this experience and can give me a little guidance on how to clap with this.. my emotions are everywhere and I don’t feel I can’t talk to a lot of people about this. So so heartbroken 😢😢