Everyone getting BFP

Not hating on anyone at all, just need to kind of vent cause I'm feeling a little down. I know a lot of ladies haven't gotten theirs this month, but it feels like theres more bfp this month (which congratulations to ya!) I just want my bfp so bad!!😫😫😭😭 Every time I see someones positive I want to cry. Anyone else feel like this? I feel like a big fat jerk for being sadwhen someone shows their positive.