Feeling down

Olivia

So being a stay at home mom has always been my dream. Well it has finally came true but lately I have been feeling very frustrated and upset. Idk why. I haven’t been enjoying being a stay at home mom lately and not sure why. It’s a lot harder than I thought it would be. I feel my daughter is getting kinda more high maintenance, she doesn’t want me to ever put her down, she screams when I walk away to do something, she’s teething, I can’t even go to the bathroom without her crying, she’s spitting up everywhere constantly....I’m feeling anger, frustration, little bit of sadness (not sure why) I’m not sure what I should do...anyone have any advice or anyone been through this before? I have always dreamed of having a house full of kids, but I’m second guessing myself...is this stage (5moths) hard as far as taking care of a baby? First time mom here and I’m not sure what’s going on.