Moving on

So not sure where to really start. So my ex boyfriend who I was with for over a year added me on snapchat & I added him back. We broke up almost two years ago & he’s had a new gf ever since. I’m 18 & he was my first love i guess you could say. I also had him blocked from social media for a while up until a couple months ago. I guess you could say I’ve officially gotten over it but I don’t know how i feel about him watching my stories on Snapchat. Like in a way I don’t mind but then again, is he trying to keep up with my life? I don’t know tbh. Side note: I have not dated ever since which is really discouraging. Will I ever find someone I naturally click with? I know this is all over the place, I just need some thoughts/advice. 😅💗