I got a bfn, (just venting)

I tried to tell myself that it’s ok because we’re not actively trying, but this was the first month we didn’t use any sort of protection so I kinda got my hopes up. I’m starting to wish that I could be pregnant like right now, but I know if I wait just a few more months it will be better timing to start trying.

Is anyone else in the same situation? I’m starting to get baby fever bad 😕😢💔