THIS IS LONG BUT IM BEGGING YOU ALL FOR SOME HELP AND INSIGHT IM SO LOST LOOK AT THE PICTURES PLEASE IF YOU DON’T WANT TO READ.

I was diagnosed with PCOS 4 years ago when I first met my husband because I didn’t have a period for 6 months and we thought I was pregnant or something crazy. Now looking back I wish that would have been the case. I’m now 26 and my husband is 31 we have been not using protection since I was diagnosed and have been talking about how we want a family. This is the first year and a half I’ve been really really trying as far as taking supplements and taking my BBT testing regularly and all with the same ending results. I feel like PCOS has taken over my life a ruined it. My husband now feels like the only time I want to have sex is to get pregnant. Everyone tells me to relax and when you aren’t trying it will happen. I have no control over my body and I don’t even understand what my body is doing. I don’t even know if my husband still wants a family like I do or not. But this whole thing has caused so much stress on us it’s all I talk about and all I think about but I’m scared if I don’t then I’ll miss my only chance. I can’t afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> if it takes I’ll have spent all that money on trying and now I’ll have a baby and short on money for it. I have horrible health insurance that doesn’t cover much. So I’m doing this on my own. I checking my BBT with this monster I got from Himama it tracks my sleep and temp when I’m in deep sleep. I’ve been wearing it since after Christmas and I OPK test regularly. I take prenatal vitamins, and I’ve been using a low dose progesterone cream. And periodically take a fertility supplement. I went from have a period once every 9/8/6/4/3 months you never knew when it was coming to every month. But I still feel like I don’t even know my body please please please help me understand some of this stuff. Here are my charts, my tests, temperatures. I’m so desperate. I want to make my husband a father and I think he’s starting to accept it may not happens for us because he’s starting to not mention how much he wants a family anymore.

This is one of my charts that linked to my BBT device last month and this one

Another app and my OPK tests

Another app

Another app

And another