So heartbreaking if it is negative as my mind is playing tricks on me

Ffion

After today I'm going to stop trying for a baby I've been trying for almost 3 years and have sex nearly every night but nothing. only conseved once and lost it that was almost 4 years ago. Fort I was pregnant as I'm late and I think my mind is playing tricks on me saying test is positive when it's negative. Most heart braking feeling in the world.

UPDATE:

So I thought I was pregnant and whent to get another test in asda had to run to toilets as I have come on my period looks like it isn't my month thank you all for the help but it never seams to be my month. It was so heartbreaking to realise I'm not pregnant as all I want to do is be a mummy but baby dust to everyone praying everyone will get there little bundle of joy soon x