So... I’m struggling being a compulsive eater. Sometimes it’s ok, other times I become so upset with myself and the massive amount of food I just consumed.

When I was pregnant, I was pretty good. I only gained about 25 lbs and then at the end of my pregnancy I was at about 40 lbs over at max with crazy bloating and swelling.

Within about a month of having my baby, I lost all my pregnancy weight and more. Then around about 4-5 months postpartum, I went on a rampage of secret eating. Now I randomly do it. I’ve gained at least 20 lbs back and am about 9 months postpartum.

I’m trying to be conscious of it, but it’s like an addiction that talks me out of reason at the moment. *sigh* honesty contemplating joining an Eaters Anonymous group or something. *sigh* I need to be better and lose this weight, for me and for my little boy that I will be chasing around soon.

Not sure what I’m looking for by posting this. Hopefully to know I’m not the only one.