Would they take my baby from me?

I am a young FTM and I'm scared that my baby will be taken away if I speak up about my PPD. I am having thoughts about harming myself and I am terrified that I am neglecting my baby eventhough I know that I am not. I don't think I am good enough. I love my baby so much, but I think I could be better.

Does anyone have any experience in asking for help in a situation like this? Will someone take my baby from me?