Heartbroken..

I'm honestly heartbroken right now. I'm currently 17 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby. The father and i are over the moon. Unfortunately he's an undocumented immigrant that is currently going through immigration court to become legal. We got news from his lawyer that due to him being from Mexico the judge will absolutely not grant him asylum or any type of legal status at this point. He is going to be deported before our baby is born. I never wanted to be a single mother, but i will do absolutely anything for my bundle of joy. I'm just so heartbroken because there's no way he can come back legally, and i do not want him to chance doing it illegally. Now i don't think my baby will ever know their dad, and it breaks my heart. I never had my dad in my life so that's was so important for me to give to my baby. I had an amazing man, and now my baby will never know him. My heart is seriously breaking, but I'm trying to stay strong.