Hi all new on here, been looking after other people’s babies for 22 years between being a nanny and maternity practitioner and now I’m 40 how has that happened. Had a miscarriage at 6 weeks when I was 20 and in an abusive relationship, so between being with the wrong guys and working with lots of couples and there babies the years have raced past and I’m now panicking it’s too late for me 😩😩😩

Decided to look in to sperm bank and doing this by myself but then started seeing a guy but only once a week though due to me working 24/6. So chances are still very slim. Trying to book vacation for ovulation time but the pressure and trying to find somewhere Zika free too isn’t easy.

Sorry needed to get it if chest - all friends have children even baby brother has just had his 2nd daughter.