Alone and Pregnant...... at 15 *UPDATE*

This is me currently. Crying so yay. I know this isn’t a good photo but it’s raw and it’s showing my true emotions. I’m 14 weeks pregnant with a baby girl named Iris. I’m going to be alone on this journey which makes it so hard. That’s why I’m crying. I’m just so scared. You have no idea. I’m praying something soon will go right. Right now all I need is a sign to keep holding on. The past 3 months of my life have been anything from happy. Turmoil in my relationship and family. To just knowing I’ll be a single mom is hard. My mom was a single mom but she wasn’t 15 she was 36 and had a job. I’m just so scared for me and my baby. I want the best for her and I’m going to try my hardest to give her that. I still have my hopes and dreams I just know it will be harder to achieve them. I still want to go to college (major in political science or something along those lines). My dream is to become a governor or work in city council to help people. But right now I’m focused on helping my daughter. My mom has been so supportive through all this. If she wasn’t I have no idea how I would be. We’ve already bought a stroller and are getting gifted free baby clothes through my moms work. I just pray to god everything will work out. ❤️🙏

UPDATE:

I really appreciate everyone’s comments never expected this much of a response❤️❤️ I’m really happy to say I’ll be graduating school around November 8th!! So only a couple weeks after the baby is born I’ll graduate. Which is really good news to me at least because then I get to focus on just the baby for about a year. We also just got back results of some genetic testing and everything came back clear! She’s healthy! (Genetic wise) I also just finished clearing out the baby room and now we are ready for renovations. I was reading everyones comments as I cleaned up the baby room and moved furniture out. I really from the bottom of my heart want to say thank you to everyone. I never knew strangers could be so kind. Thank you especially to the moms who shared their stories❤️❤️ It really comforted me in times where I was feeling sad. Thank you for so much ❤️💕💖