It's been 3 years since i lost my son. I'm ready again, but my man isn't 😞

Sonja
On January 16, 2012 i delivered the most beautiful human being I've ever laid eyes on! Mathieu James McCoy. Perfect in every way... Except he wasn't alive. I've cried and hated myself over and over again for this but i guess God had a different plan for me? Well, 3 years have passed and I'm not with my son's father anymore. He now has an adorable 8 month old baby girl and I'm sitting here like... 😫 My current beau is 2 years younger than me and has never even attempted to ejaculate inside of a woman. (I'm a little more experienced than he is). We've only been together 6 months but I'm starting to get irritated because having a child right now would be perfect! Does anyone have any advice as to how i should approach him with this one or do you think it's too early? HELP PLEASE