He hasn’t reached out since I left and I am dying. I am taking care of our 2 1/2 year old and our six week old baby, breastfeeding both and I am emotionally unavailable. How do I move on? How do my kids move on? He hasn’t even asked about the kids and I’m so scared we lost him forever. He ran away to the city back to his old life of drugs and stealing. I want the man I fell in love with back. I feel so broken