When your bestfriends baby shower is coming up and she was the same one who had a freaked out because you might of been pregnant during her bachelorette party and wedding and "she wouldn't of done that to you" yet you end up miscarrying the month of her wedding and she ends up getting pregnant the following month "accidentally" while being coked up for years on her honeymoon. Ughhh I just want to fucking scream!!!! I can't even explain how I feel right now and all the emotions I'm having. Don't get me wrong I'm very happy for her and I can't wait to meet the baby but it hurts. It hurts so bad. 😞😞😞😞