Taking a break..😔

I have decided to take a break from my relationship, after all the time of my mom telling me I deserve better and then my sister telling me the same thing. I am not doing it for them, because I was in the relationship because I love the guy I was with..

I decided to take a break from him because I forgot what I wanted for myself and what made me happy. It seems that my relationship is only one sided and that I come up with everything we did and where or when we did it. I waited for him like I was waiting for a drought.

I am not posting this for criticism because of previous posts about my relationship, I am posting it because I need support.

I will miss him but I miss myself more. I hope that him and I can remain friends some how, even though we go to different schools. I do feel bad because I said I would go to dinner with his parents in a little less than a month..