1st Period After Baby

So I had a good run, my son is 10 months in exactly a week and this is my first period. It doesn't make it suck any less though! I just ordered a cup and some reusable pads and all that so I'd be prepared, they aren't going to be delivered for a while still though 😭. I had all the signs, I was truly in denial. The cramp was just aches and pains, the breakouts were just random, the feeling of impending doom was because I had SUCH a busy day ahead. I was wrong, I am fertile again, and I am not pleased.

Please tell me other mums feel like this when they get their period back?