I need some help or encouragement or the hard truth is this ever going to end? First it was just weed which I was on the fence about since he was a recovered drug addict (meth and Xanax mainly but and pretty much every other drug) I figured no drugs was the best choice so we agreed he relapsed then did meth while pregnant with the first child! He had to quit his job because the environment was adding to the addiction(other workers had the drugs and did them) well I got pregnant again cause he was doing pretty good smoked weed once cause he couldn’t get his anxiety meds so I just let it slide. I’m not 25 weeks prego and found out he started doing coke again and I told him if you do it again your name wouldn’t be on the birth certificate and I’m not marrying you and have him his ring back (maybe a bad move but whatever my choice I was pissed and hormonal) well THE NEXT DAY (after pleading and pleading he’d NEVER EVER do it again crying all this shit) he went back and did it again I’m literally numb and don’t know if I should keep dealing with this for the safety of my children I have been SO supportive through the meth and everything and even waited 6 hours at the mental hospital with my 3 week old baby while he got help (if you’re not a mom then you don’t understand how committed that is lmao) anyways any thoughts or help on this ?