Discouraged

Tay
My so and I haven't been trying for long but it's so frustrating doing this tww thing every month, analyzing every pain, burp and fart just to end up getting my period and being sad. I know me stressing isn't helping but it just depresses me. Then I get on Instagram and a girl I follow announces her pregnancy (which is great). 
I don't mean to be a green eyed monster but I feel out this month (af due Monday or sooner) and I just feel down :( sorry for the rant