My little boy is 2 months old and I have been on tablets for anxiety, post natal depression and a panic disorder for around 5 weeks now. I feel so lost. All I do is cry. I have no energy, no motivation. No get up and go. I have so many family problems past and present. I am a first time mum but also have 2 step children. I constantly get such dark thought and don’t want to be here anymore. I have my first counselling session next week, but I just give up. I don’t know who I am anymore 😭 does anybody else feel this way?