Over, can't help it either

We haven't broken it off yet. We are still "tryna work it out" but also we leave together so that is probably jus the best answer we could give each other so were not raising hell. Jus to give us enough time to go our separate ways. But u know that nervous, hallow feeling you gets when ur heart breaks... current mood.

I feel miserable and worthless...

But how far can the relationship get when we both have one foot in and one foot out? We can't grow that way and therapy is off the table, we can't afford it on top of our living expenses.

I jus feel like this relationship isn't gonna go anywhere if we both are acting like we could care less about the other.

He has no respect for me, and legit feels like he is losing by being with me. So I might as well go right?

But he won't say okay it's over he keeps saying let's work it out

We gonna work it out alright, work on not killing each other while I take the next few months to save some money and run away