Depressing ass sex life

He dosnt go down on me, I usually have to push up on him so we could actually do something, he dosnt or hasn't done foreplay for months almost 4-5 months. I could take showers for hours at a time. I remember he used to eat both sides (freaky I know) suck my breast, kiss me so amazing. Now all he does is stick it Right in. If I'm not moist (which I really never am because sex has gotten so stale), he spits on his fingers and gets right to it. I don't understand. I said "I don't feel very attractive" he says "what do you mean? I never have a problem getting hard around you and yada yada yada. I call you beautiful yada yap yap yap" but he never does anything to make me want to jump on him. When he does go down, he hardly ever feels like it and I most likely have to act mad so he will, he gets between there, licks My thighs and gets right to it. :/ it's sooooooooo boring and I can't talk to him about it. I'm sexually starved man. :'(