RANT! 😭

Don't get me wrong , i love my son. I'm happy i'm going to become a mom. After 2 miscarriages , i'm just 2 weeks away from giving birth.

But i'm also tiered ... Not of being pregnant , but of not being able to work.

I stopped working as soon as i found out i was pregnant. My husband didn't want anything to happen to this baby, he prefered me to stay home & take care of myself.

I'm so tiered of being home all day, waiting for him to get here. I'm tiered of sleeping in until my back starts to hurt, i don't have friend , i don't go out , my sisters work , my whole fam works.. i try to keep myself bussy, cleaning , decorating the house , etc. But i'm so stressed. Just to think about the fact that i haven't worked for 9 months & i won't be working any time soon after baby is born , is stressing me out. To the point i just want to cry & cry & cry.

I don't know if it's the hormones , but i feel so depressed ... 😞