Here we are..my husband just had knee surgery this week and is in so much pain, thousands of dollars in medical bills,worried about our finances since he is out of work for the next 8 weeks and to just make it by. we have a toddler that's turning 2 this month running around, throws tantrums and really gives me a hard time at times and lately I feel so much are on my shoulders to the point I've wanted to cry but honestly don't have more than 2 minutes at a time to just sit and  breathe. And just to think I would be delivering our baby that we have lost at the end of this month. The lord knows what I can & cannot handle & boy does he know me well because I don't think I would be able to handle everything & cope. I'm barely doing that now! I would never ever say thank you for taking our baby away from us, I would say though now I can clearly see the reason why & know we will be blessed with another healthy baby when the time is right. I finally have peace knowing the reason. 💛