I want to die I can’t handle this

So my period ended 11 days ago. And yesterday I went to the bathroom and noticed brown discharge with a few drops of fresh red blood. Since then I have been spotting light brown. My right ovary kinda pinches if I cough too hard or move a certain way. I use condoms when I fuck. There was only 2 times he didn’t use a condom and that was for like 5 minutes and he didn’t finish.so I set up a drs appointment but i have to wait 20 fucking days until my appt. so that’s 20 days of stress , depression, and jumping to conclusions every single day because I’m a hypochondriac. So now my mind is jumping everywhere. Pregnancy? Cancer? Who knows? Another fun game my brain likes to play “ there’s no sense in wasting your time bettering yourself and working on your goals if you’re just gonna die anyways 😜”