Thinking about giving up

Quinetta • 25| Army Soldier | May 1st 2018💙 | April 28th 2020💙
My cycle is set to come Monday so I gave in and took a test this morning . Idk if I see anything maybe not . If not I give up ttc is the hardest thing . Who thought it would be so difficult when people are on their 4,5 child 😒😞 anyone see anything ?