Ok so I haven’t been on the app in a while and well I realized while I was gone that I’m bisexual :) at first I pushed it away but hats not the point. There’s this girl we are going to call her Tiff. We met through my drama class. She was one of the first ppl I came out to bcuz before she told me she had a gf. Then I slowing gain feelings( this started In September of last year ) and I fell in love with her. The way she looked when she let her hair down at the end of the day or the way her eyes sparkled when she talked about what she loves or the ways she smiles and lights up not just the room but my fucking life like omg. But here’s the thing her and her ex were always on and off again. Her ex soon realized she didn’t really like her but still used her for the nasty nasty if you know what i mean

( lol this gif has me wheezing )

So time flies by I’m always there when she cries over her ex. I hold back my tears half the time and sob to the counselors when she tells me about her and Evelyn. I was second best but Ik she would never feel the same. Or so I thought. One day we’re talking at lunch with our friend sans she was like I like someone and it ended up being me. So we talked and got together. But I told her before that we need to take things slow and make sure she was 100% over her ex. So tiff said she was. So we start taking it slow and everything is great but then she goes to my friend and is like Abby is going slow and I’m scared she doesn’t like me. So

I freak out and end up taking thinks faster. Next thing I know we break up. I find out she wasn’t over her ex. And I was wrecked. The next day she was gone at softball while I slowly died at school

So she was at the school that day but didn’t go to classes cuz the game was a home game. So at the end of the day my friend saw tiff and her ex walk off together and turns out they did stuff. Spring break comes and I get a text and gues what she’s asking for me back. Fast forward today we are kinda good she cares and shit but agrees to be friends cuz she doesn’t know what she wants yet. Now here’s my question, do y’all think she cheated? Idk I needed to spill the tea

But also this has been bothering me and usually the community is so warm and welcoming. Thank you so much loves for reading have an amazing life.