Just got AF - feeling defeated

Jean โ€ข ๐Ÿ‘ผ May 2015 (Ectopic 6 weeks), ๐ŸŒˆ ๐Ÿ‘ถ April 2017, ๐Ÿ‘ผ June 2018 (MC 7 weeks), ๐Ÿ‘ผ November 2018 (Chemical), ๐Ÿ’• Expecting #2 September 2019
I feel so defeated. I had one pregnancy that ended in ectopic. I don't understand why I can't get pregnant when everyone around me who doesn't want kids is getting pregnant by accident. ๐Ÿ˜ญ just having a really bad day! Ugh!!