So I just woke up not remembering anything from last night (I’m also pretty sure I’m still drunk) and called my friend wondering wtf happened (and how I got home) to find out I was making out with a girl and ended up basically having a foursome with 3 other girls and basically idk what to fuck to do because I have a boyfriend and that’s literally cheating and now I hate myself, and I don’t know how to tell him. Me and him were talking about cheating yesterday and I said I never would and I believed that and now I seriously just hate myself. Please help