So... long story short I’m like 98% sure I’m pregnant and I feel like I’m literally going insane.

We’re on our 4th <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>.

The first two were bfp. Both unmedicated and I had early symptoms so I felt like I just knew. I was but they ended in a chemical.

The 3rd I was on progesterone so I still had symptoms but I just knew it didn’t work. The whole time I felt like I was lying to myself when I was trying to think positive. Bfn. Again I was right.

This one we did letrozole and progesterone. It all went perfectly and from the day of, I just had a feeling it was going to work. No symptoms until 8dpo then I had a pinch in one spot. It was only after that I started getting sore boobs, pressure in my pelvic area, sore hips, sore nipples, and these have just gotten gradually more noticeable over the past week. The pinch in that one spot is still there periodically but always in the same spot.

Now I’m on CD 26 (normal length is 28-32) 14dpiui. I got my blood drawn today for hcg but won’t get results til tomorrow. My husband and I decided to take a hpt. It’s def negative but I don’t even feel sad looking at it bc no part of me believes it’s accurate. Also.. not fmu, I didn’t hold, and only had just enough urine for the test bc I had already peed. Big mistake?

Could it still be too soon? Could I actually get a positive blood test even though I’m getting a stark white hpt? I honestly will feel like I’ve lost my mind if it comes back negative too... idk what else to say. Am I completely insane?