college student struggling

hello everyone, this post may be a little too long but i hope you can help me.

i am 19 and a college freshman. i commute to school everyday during the week and then work all day on the weekends. i have a boyfriend and i see him almost everyday and i still balance my time to see my family during the week as well. i see my friends sometimes but our class schedules don’t match up as nicer as they were before.

my problem is that i have no major yet and i don’t like my part-time job on the weekends. i like the people a lot but the hours and the job itself sucks for me. i’ve been working there since the end of my sophomore year in high school. i’ve looked for other jobs but i don’t like them either and i end up just staying in this job. i’m just worried that i will never be able to get out of this job just because my dad told me i should stay.. for the purpose of learning business. i feel like i should like things but i don’t. i don’t know what to do, i don’t know what i like or don’t like. i’ve always been neutral and so used to having my mom tell me everything i should do (because growing up she controlled everything).

my question is... is this normal? am i just dramatic? i wanna know your thoughts. thank you