Pregnant after years of trying

K • After 3.5 years, 6 IUIs, 2 rounds of IVF, & a ruptured ectopic among other things we are FINALLY pregnant. ❤️💜💛💚💙
After 3 years of trying, 6 IUIs, 2 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycles, a ruptured ectopic, donors and polyps removed... I am so excited but I feel like it still doesn't feel real. ... Does anyone else feel this way after infertility? Don't get me wrong I am so happy but at the same time I feel like most soon-to-be moms would be obviously over the moon and excited to tell people, etc. I have no desire to tell anyone except the close family and friends who already know. I'm so nervous still... I'm 11 weeks 2 days but it hasn't hit me yet and I've had 3 ultrasounds already. 
Will it feel more real when I start to really show or not until we have the baby?... What has been everyone else's experiences after infertility? Am I weird or is this normal because I've identified as someone who is infertile for so long?