It happened again. 😔💔

At work Thursday I went to the bathroom and when I wiped I saw some light brown. Didn’t think much of it cause some spotting is normal right? And I was 10 weeks. We made it 10 weeks! That is the day we finally felt ready to post that we were expecting! We got our little shirts made and everything! So excited.

8:30 in the evening came, and we posted!!! All the likes and comments came pouring in! So happy!

45 minutes later I went to pee and so much blood. So we were headed to the ER.

We get to the ER and finally get seen and have an ultrasound and of course the lady can’t tell us good news or bad news.

The Doctor comes in and the baby only measured 8 weeks and there was no heartbeat. 😞💔

We lost our baby.

My OB seen me Friday and told me to just see if my body could pass it on its own like last time. This happened to us 2 years ago too. :(

And this morning it happened.

The most painful experience I’ve ever been through.

I do not wish this on anyone. Such a roller coaster of emotions we’ve been through the past few days.

All we can do is just keep trying! We’ll get our rainbow one day! 😔