Eviction by choice! Im out

issa secret

Ive been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years, (in may). We have a 2 year old daughter. We live together but we fight every fuckin day. We love each other buttt im getting tires of this shit. Im always on the fence but im tired of that shit i want to make a decision. When we first met i was soooo into him without even knowing him that was my issue. I persued him first and now hes in love more than me.and asking to get married and have a baby every fuckin day. We dont agree on anythinggggggg, He loves to argue. I dont have the stamina for that shit

I want to leave on july 31st when my lease is up, ofcourse he has no idea. I want to be done but i feel afraid. I love where i live i cant afford this on my own, i live his family and they love me its just himmmmmm!!! i cant keep arguing. Hes an aquarius and im an aries that shit don't mix. I wanna be alone first, then eventually with someone else.