Couldn't wait any longer, 10dpo and had to test to keep my sanity, 3 BFN.. ughhh I should have waited. Been trying for almost a year now, we used fertility plus lube this past month for the first time and I guess I was really hoping it would make a difference this month. It's just so hard, I can't help but feel like something is wrong with me... One of my sister's fell pregnant by accident last year around the time I started trying, my niece was born In January and she's beautiful and I think her birth boosted the estrogen of everyone around me because we just found out my best friend is 7 weeks pregnant and she wasn't trying, she's only been with the baby daddy for a couple of months and the pregnancy was a mistake, then this morning one of my other sister's called to say she's just found out she's 10 weeks pregnant, she's 42 has a copper IUD in and does not want any more kids and has 2 weeks to decide if she will go forward with the pregnancy after she gets her iud out this Wednesday and if that doesn't trigger a misscariege, but she's pretty certain she doesn't want to go through with the pregnancy as she has also only been with her man for a few months. It feels like I'm cursed to constantly watch the closest people around me accidentally conceive with babies they haven't planned on and I'm left here to watch on feeling like it will never happen for me. Sorry for the rant just needed to vent. Baby dust to all of us 🤞😊