Hi guys here’s my birth story I went for my regular appointment on Friday the 8 of March sonogram they said my baby growth wasn’t increasing he wasn’t growing and also he wasn’t getting enough blood flow through the umbilical cord for that reason I had to stay in the hospital they said they had to monitor me and that I had to delivery early maybe I was so scared and after that after couple of house they gave me steroid for the baby lungs will be and his best will be better or something so I stayed and for couple of days baby’s everything looks good his heart beat was fine got stronger but then they came with the news like it’s better not the way they expected so they had to induce me like within a week so I came to hospital on the 8th they said they had to induce me on the 13 or 14 th I think the 14th right the 14th so the same day like that time around the afternoon when to the labor delivery room or something it was private room so like with in couple of hours they induce me they gave me this gel put inside my cervix and this balloon thing for the labor pain so I never had any pain let remind you my due date was May 10 forgot to mention that so I never any natural pain just normal cramp period cramp like pains So after they induce I had so much bad cramps like I was literally crying like I remember once my contractions was so sting the # went to 32 on the monitor I was screaming there was but bby was looking good on the monitor and like 15-20 min later the baby heartbeat just went down out of nowhere like literally from 100 something to 0 the nurses came running from the other room to my room and I’m hysterically crying uff what’s going on they telling me to turn to left and right to see if they can find any heart beat because first they said I was able to deliver normally because baby head was always down but since his heart drastically went down they also couldn’t find his heartbeat they had to give epidural and I needed c section but because of my contractions pain baby could take it. So they gave me epidural before the surgery so within min they were like ok we really need to c section emergency c section so they quicklet taking neither room and I’m still crying they all telling me to calm down but I could can’t and then when I saw the room when they going do the c section I got more scared looked like those movies the cutting stuff tools and the big light beaming on the stretcher so then they transferred me to the bed they were getting ready to cut me open they also gave anesthesia but I was I guess numb down my waist but sorta aware of what’s going around me heard then talking to felt the surfer lie the scrapes and stuff n felt when they moved the baby and the scrapes and heard they say how much my baby wieghs and then they let me see him but I could get to see him saw him from the side within 5 min he was out and he was born March 14 2019 at 9 pm

He was born 32 weeks today he is 33 weeks and 2 days but thank god he’s doing well now in the NICU going back and forth visiting him and pumping just wish he was home with me it’s so hard to see him like that miss him so much I cry so much for him just wish him well please pray for me guys hope he comes home soon especially he’s my first my second older brother was also born premature my mom said so telling myself like it’s ok it’s. Not me not my fault u knw ugh idk just want him home soon