Just want to vent

Raynette • I am 39 years old and I been trying for baby # 1!

I am 36 and oh boy this year has been so hard for me! It seems like everyone in my family is having babies. My sister in law had her 4th, my niece had her 3rd, my brother in law’s gf had her 3rd and just found out my sister is pregnant which I am happy for her and I am glad she don’t have to go through what I have. I feel like such a failure and it’s depressing. I will be happy with just one baby! I still have hope that I will be a mommy one day I pray.