I have been really struggling lately. This is a tmi post so I’m just letting you know. But my husband and I were having sec one night and his penis accidentally went in my ass. It hurt so fricken bad! I would say his penis is pretty big and my ass hole wasn’t ready for it. It ripped pretty bad. Ever since then I have hated and regret going number 2 now. It re-rips open every dang time and I sit in the toilet and quietly cry as I bleed from my rear. I went to the doctor and finally told him about it but he told me to buy a laxative and use some cream he prescribed me. I didn’t get the cream cause it was $50 and I’m a broke bitch. But I’m terrified to use a laxative cause I don’t want to be shitting my pants all day! IDK WHAT TO DO CAUSE IM IN PAIN AND I DONT WANT TO HAVE THE RUNS?!?! HELP!!!!!!