So sad

Hubby and I hit the year and a half mark. 😭 I don't understand why I have not gotten pregnant yet... we have tried everything!!! even relazing and "letting it happen"... I am super healthy. I eat all organic. I wont even put certain lotions and makeup on my skin if they aren't natural. I don't smome, drink, eat junk. 😭😭😭 am I just not meant to be a mom?!!!! my husband lives a healthy life style as well!!!