Worst day of my life

The worst 4 words I have ever heard is I'm sorry there's no heart beat baby was kicking away last night oh and baby is another girl I'm so heart broken right now why did god have to take my angel

I'm 18 weeks and no we won't know what happened until she is born wich will be Tuesday I don't want to feel her leave my body I want to feel her kicking and moving around I hate this I want her back so badly