First miscarriage

Tiarnee🌱 • 21 years old. 2 beautiful daughters. Baby #3 Due May 2018! From Australia.
I just got my period today & i was meant to be 5 weeks & 1 day. I don't know how i can cope. I was at the hospital for 5 hours just so they could tell me my hcg levels went from 105 to 19 in 5 days :( i'm devastated! I never thought in my life this would happen but i read its normal. I guess we'll have to keep trying. R.i.p my little peanut baby. 😘❤️