Distance..πŸ˜”

Courtney β€’ FTM preterm labor at 25 weeks. DOB 8/19/15 at 32w2d.She was in the NICU for 1m3d. She's now 17 months old!
I'm having a hard time dealing with how far away the distance of my daughter's new hospital. The first one she was in was only 10 minutes from my house. She was recently transferred to a bigger hospital that's an hour away (assuming there's no traffic). I feel like she's in better hands at the new one versus the old, but it's still hard to leave knowing I'm so far away...not to mention that it's just overall harder to go back and forth. there already wasn't enough time in the day, and now it's just worse. I thought I felt guilty before...now I just don't know what to do. I can't wait for her to come home. It's been over 3 weeks, and I feel like everyday my mind deteriorate a little more. This stress is something else.Β