I lost my baby oh God I'm hurting right now......

Andrea

I was 24 weeks 3 days, and I just couldn't feel her moving for two days only thinking she might be sleeping but I just couldn't went to bed without calling the doctors. I went in 1am in the morning when they put me on the monitor to check for the heartbeat there wasn't nothing, a second ultrasound shows nothing and the third ultrasound shows no heartbeat, I was numb, devastated, heartbroken. I didn't know how to act I felt like I was loosing my mind. The doctors pronounced her dead inside of me and I had too choice is to be put to sleep and get her out or to push her out. Well I decided to push but was scared of pain on top of pain I couldn't bare this loss. Well I was given the epidural to start the process and then was given the pill to put inside my private area to start the process. My baby girl was born at 7:38pm she was so peaceful. The best part was that I hold her in my arms. I cried, I kiss her, I hug her. That's my angel that God sent for me, Leonie you will always be in my heart R.I.P until I meet you again love always mommy.