soo...the other night i went behind my parents back and attempted to have sex with my boyfriend again, even though i told my mom i wouldn’t do it again.

we went to do it and 10 seconds later i immediately made him stop because i just wasn’t ready to do this.

guilt got the best of me and i told my mom last night and she told my dad everything. i’m 17, and i know they’re disappointed in me.

this guilt is getting the best of me, i’m so stressed and i am not able to eat right and i’m so depressed i feel like i ruined my relationship with my parents and i feel like i’m ruining my relationship with my boyfriend even though he says everything’s okay.

i constantly feel anxious and like i’m gonna throw up or pass out, and no it’s not a pregnancy scare because we used protected and he couldn’t even pre cum or cum at all.

i’m just so scared and don’t know if i can over come this?