Off and On 2.5 years...Tried leaving and blocking him...

I’m so tired of the on and off.

Every time I leave (because he’s cold and shut Off) he chases me, acts all in love and as if the world will end with out me.

As soon as I say ok, let’s do this, let’s work together and do this.

He shuts off and “says I’m not sure what I want”

And I’m just so frustrated by it!

So I told him he needed to figure it out.

I blocked him on everything so I wouldn’t be tempted to fall back into the cycle.

But he got through by my email.

He says “babe please unblock me, please”

And it throws me into a spin.

I want to believe it will be different this time but by after 2.5 years, both in our 30s and I have 2 kids, he should know what he wants by now, Right?

Should I try one more time? Do I tell him I dont want to speak to him or just ignore the email?

If I ignore and move on, how do I do that? It’s very hard. I feel suddenly lonely but I trellis want the best for my kids and I and will do anything...even if it’s hard