When I was younger, before I started my period or really knew what a vagina is for..

I noticed I had a hole down there that I didn’t have. (I guess somehow I’d stretched my hymen or broke it idk)

But I went and showed it to my mom and asked her if I was dying. I thought I was disintegrating..

Also, no I wasn’t molested or raped and I did bleed when I lost my virginity so I’m not sure what happened there..maybe I was born like that and never noticed?